just a girl

I'm an off and on CD since I was about 12 (I\'m in my 30s now). I\'m very much in the closet but hope to someday at least have a balance between my male & female side. I am always one for chatting with other CD/TS/TG and supporting and encouraging ;) (Sorry guys I'm not interested so please don't PM me unannounced)

Enjoying conversation with kindred souls.

Closet cd wanting to play or chat flirt

Love pantyhose and heels and I am looking for my first time

Fabulously Fem Crossdresser since the age of 12 and love being fem, sissy, femboy.

Looking for fun and maybe more... still single here

Same “Kelli”, but I needed a new account. Anyway, thank you for the opportunity to be part of this amazing community! I believe I first started chatting here in the previous version of URNA, 2006 or 7. I didn’t have any friends but in time I began to connect with people who were “like me”! ? I chatted for about 10 years, then I needed to step away for awhile—5 years. I came back to chat in 2022. I was missing the girls! They are so special to me, in the previous version and of course nowadays. Love you girls!! ?(and yes, a few fellas too ?) I was about 7 when I was thinking about whether I was a boy, or not. A few years later, I found out that I wasn’t a boy, internally. I didn’t have a sister (one older brother), so of course, my mom was my outlet to beginning dressing. I bought my first feminine clothing at 18, and I was happy So happy! I kept my feelings to myself…years and then decades, and no one else knew about me. Eventually I accumulated the equivalent of 5 or 6 big suitcases full of feminine clothes and stuff. But I was very lonely too. I eventually had a girl (cisgender woman) who was interested in me…and 2 years later we were married. But for 6 years I didn’t tell her anything about me, I just thought I was “cured by love”, and for a time it seemed right to erase my feelings about being a woman. But not really, I was living a lie. I couldn’t that anymore so i came out to her in 2005. Make a long story short—devastating, heartbreaking, but also forgiving, but eventually no….divorce in 2009, one day later I became “full time”, and moved from Illinois to Northern California in 2010. I’ve never been happier! After being unemployed for 9 months (my previous job i worked for 22 years back in Illinois), I was hired at Walmart, stocking goods at night (10 years), and by then i was a full time woman, and I was treated kindly all throughout my time there. In June, 2015, i had a stroke, , 3 years of hormones was one of the causes. Thankfully no physical problems, just my speech (speech therapy for 6 months), and nowadays my speech has improved significantly. In 2022, because of my recent health issues, i was not able to work anymore. These past few years became difficult, many medical procedures, but with help of doctors and nurses (and me!), I began to feel better about my health. And I am living alone (I had roommates for 16 years), so this is wonderful! In July 2023 I became legally Kelli Nicole Elam! Thank you everyone who helped me along the way, here and everywhere else. Love you girls and guys! Hugs and Kisses!!

Like many of you, I began exploring my mother's panty drawer when I was about 11 or 12. When she would go out, I would escape to her room, and I loved to dress in her panties, girdles, etc. and pretend I was a girl. I loved the feeling of panties on my skin. My favorite times were trying on her tennis dresses and skirts with panties and tight frilly bloomers (ala Chris Evert) underneath. My first sexual "experience" was dressed in her clothes. I've been pantied and closeted ever since. Maybe if I had been born in 2000, things would have worked out differently. Happily married, my wife knows about Laurie, and we do roleplay occasionally, but I can only explore my true self here on this site. I'm generally a submissive sissy to your desires, but at times I can feel dominant as well. I'd love to chat and share experiences with you.

Mature in the closet CD. Love chatting with other like minded cds.

Preop woman, fulltime for over 10 years, looking to connect with friends. I am also into being used as a cum dump and a huge fan of dick pics! :) Generally, when I am here, you will find me in the Cyber Room fantasizing about being fucked. (That pink collar is gorgeous) Guys don't message me with no pic. Unless it is just a pic of your hard cock! Not going to respond to pictureless men. I'm the dark brunette on the left in my pic. The blonde woman is my best friend. Thank you and have a wonderful time! xoxoxo

I am a crossdresser interested in meeting others. I am rejoining this site to see how it goes this time.

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Married closet cd looking to explore